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I Think My Heart Just Stopped

by Nate Goyette

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1.
When I go to bed and when I try to sleep The sting in my eyes from cups of caffeine All the methods I use to try and stay awake Are working perfectly at the wrong time of day Cuz driving home from work with headlights all the way It ain't living your life its just a price you pay So someone else's song gets sang more than your own While you try to sing along through some broken microphone I was lying when I told you I've pulled myself together I've pulled myself out Tomorrow will be better maybe This time, oh this time around Now the apple of my eye that keeps the doctor away It tastes a bit like fire but its the bed that I've made Cuz its all that I can use to fill the empty space Left inside this house since you had to go away I was lying when I told you I've pulled myself together I've pulled myself out Tomorrow will be better maybe This time, oh this time around And I always tried to tell you I've pulled myself together I've pulled myself out Tomorrow will be better Baby This time, oh this time around When I go to bed and when I try to sleep I can't shake this feeling I'm living in a dream
2.
I'm not sure if love if love is blind because I've always seen it Pass right before my eyes a mile a minute So "if you want the truth then I think that I will go" We know the time ain't right "I'm sorry I brought you home" Cuz I saw your eyes and what they mean Two broken hearts on a cold evening Though we heard that song we couldn't stop listening I'm sorry I brought you home (I can't believe what you said) I'm sorry I brought you home (I can't believe what you said) I'm sorry I brought you Do you remember that night you showed up at my door? You wore a face that said "I've come back for more" Do you remember that night you swore you'd take him home? Did you want to prove yourself? Are you scared of being alone? Still I saw your eyes and shaking knees And I heard your song in the wrong key And on that long walk back I felt so differently I'm sorry I brought you home (I can't believe what you said) I'm sorry I brought you home (I can't believe what you said) I'm sorry I brought you If home is where the heart is then I think my heart just stopped
3.
Been out of touch but on my mind When I see you on the street tonight Catch my breath and hold my tongue And bite back words that I've kept tucked behind my teeth I'm too desperate to hate you Lord I'm proud that I'm ashamed To act blind when I might see Maybe I'm the one who changed Suddenly, I know I can't fix you I know, I know I can't fix you It was just a fleeting glimpse Through a window in the crowd I could stretch the truth of what this is All the good that would do me Anyhow, I know I can't fix you I know, I know I can't fix you Cuz you're exactly where you want to be And I'm drunk here alone, face down on the couch But being alone ain't so bad Its just a fear that we all have Its a fear of the things we have to face alone Eventually, I'll know I can't fix you And I'll know, I'll know I can't fix you I'll know, I'll know I can't fix you I'll know, I'll know I can't fix you Like all these cracks in the sidewalks and the ones in my heart I will fill them with these things that tear me apart When I'm walking past your house with a brown paper bag Its a drop of the poison running straight through my legs When I'm walking past your house humming a song Face down on the cushions is where I belong As I sift through the static on my TV set It reminds me that love lost ain't love's death And I ain't dead yet No I'm ain't dead
4.
The hospital and a long night A phone call and fate conspired A signal nothings ever fine When the clock shows Eights blink in time As the clock goes by And I've seen these things break Like I saw how you broke Makes me lie here awake To see you lie there alone The snow falls, banks pile higher And the plows form some gravel choir The bell tolls, another shift retires From your bedside Swear I catch a smile When I look at your face I see the last time we spoke I wish nothing had changed I wish you could come home You said "I know" Said "its alright" "I'm right here" "Will you stay a while?" With eyes closed, Our hands entwined, As your heart slows, Eights blink in time

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Images of dead-end jobs, dead-end friends, and those moments you have to grow up (or at least know you're supposed to) abound on "I Think My Heart Just Stopped." Written between 2015 and 2018, these songs are my attempt to make sense of the everyday changes we all go through in our early twenties.

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released November 10, 2019

Recorded, Mixed, and Mastered @ Akin Studios w/ Matt Scott and Adam Turner

Nate Goyette: Guitar, Bass, Vocals, Keys
Adam Turner: Drums
Tom Gamari: Guitar solos on tracks 2,3&4
Heather Somerlad & Paris Parks: Strings on tracks 1&4
Dylan Patrick Ward: Background Vocals on track 4

All Songs by Nate Goyette

Artwork by Tiffany Landry

For Ray and Elaine

2019 Gravel Choir Music

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Nate Goyette

Nate Goyette is a New England based songwriter whose music has been self-described as “fitting somewhere between folk, punk, and a sophomore year creative writing class”. Energetic yet introspective, somber yet hopeful, Nate Goyette’s music is for those who think as much as they feel.

Nate Goyette has performed in and around the northeast with a full band and as a solo performer.
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